Ready

I do know when can you ever be ready with things like this. I for once readied myself for today’s appointment and not even the long walks, smoothing music and just distraction would even help.

I was scared as hell and how I wish that hubby was with me during the ordeal. I know it might sound that I am just exaggerating this thing but it wasn’t that easy going through all of this all by yourself and don’t even know the outcome until I the 19th. I tried to be strong but I guess you just can’t be ready for a lot of things.

Was born ready for a lot of things but this one I came unprepared and from looks of it I was slaughtered and eaten alive.